Forgiveness.

If I were to forgive someone in my past for doing me wrong and lying to me for the past few years I believe nothing would have changed. I believe this because that person was truly cruel and hurt me so bad that I do not even think that it mattered to him that he did. I wish I could make the situation change by forgiving him but I forgave him all the time and he would hurt me over and over again. I do not believe that forgiving this person could have changed anything because it never did and never has. I have forgiven them for hurting me but I will not forget what he did to me because it honestly made me a stronger person. I never thought it was possible to be hurt so bad and to feel like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. I forgive by not feeling hatred toward the person that hurt me but I do not forget what the person did because if I did it would just happen over and over again.